26 Aug 2011 No Comments
I healed a tank, and I liked it
I never started out to be a healer. I started out with my main as a hunter dps (damage per second.. aka. a damage dealer, non-tank) in World of Warcraft (WoW). It wasn’t until two years ago when I met Ky (and Ky met me) that I became a heals (healer). It was love at first rejuv (rejuvenation = healing over time spell), and ever since then we’ve been inseparable (I’ve quit at times, but I always seem to go back to her… ).
Since then, we’ve healed countless tanks (both good and otherwise), dungeon groups, raids, and have generally been around the block. The rush never gets old… that moment when you know you were the one who kept the group from wiping at the last minute. I’d like to say I’ve gotten good at it.
So it was interesting in my research when the nature of gender and WoW class came up, and I found myself playing a traditionally gendered role. Often people who roll healers are female in character as well as in real life, and if not both, the former. Females are stereotypically the more nurturing of the sexes, so it extends that we tend to think of healers as female. I never made the connection really.
We all have different reasons behind our class choices. Much has been written on the subject behind motivations of play (Yee) and, following that, motivations behind class choice (healer versus tank versus dps (DiGiuseppe/Nardi) ). There’s more I’m sure, but nearly all of it has roots in the real world as we bring our real lives into our game lives..
There are a lot of reasons to play heals, to be a female and play heals. This little night elf’s story is only one of many, and one of these days, I’ll ask my male friends why they do it.
I find I enjoy helping people. Swooping in at the last second with a quick HoT (heal over time) to save someone when they’re fighting a mob and are low on health.. or just randomly buffing people, hoping my little druid buff might do them some good. It’s both selfish and altruistic at times. At it’s base, it appeals to the nurturing instincts as I feel joy when the group succeeds and hurt when they don’t. Knowing it’s not always my fault when they don’t, but taking it on myself none the less (if i had just been a little bit faster… had that much stronger heals…).
I’m female. I’m a healer.
Now, do I do it because I’m female? Probably.
Do I like it because I’m female? Likely.
Either way, I heal tanks and like it.
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DiGiuseppe, Nicholas & Nardi, Bonnie. (2007). “Real Genders Choose Fantasy Characters: Class Choice in World of Warcraft.” First Monday. 12(5).
Yee, Nick. (2009). Daedalus Project. http://www.nickyee.com/daedalus/
Yee, Nick. (2007). “Motivations of Play in Online Games.” Journal of Cyberpsychology and Behavior. 9. pp. 772 – 775.




